Today it was a friend's birthday party, but I didn't go. I haven't gone in all these 3 or 4 years that my parents have been divorced, as I always spent half-July and almost full-August at my father's home, really far away from where I use to live with my mother (like 1000 km far more less). So even though I though that fact was almost made really clear, I was included in a group for organizing this birth-day party.
As I wasn't even going to be able to go, I really did ignore a lot this group. I mean, I'm not really into Whatsapp, so most of the time is just annoying... You know, just doing something and then get a new message from a 20 people group from where you just know 10 people and the other 10 are completely strangers, but they just keep on talking most of the time ignoring that you're even there. Which is great! They get able to chat and then I just have to have a look to all the messages in order to know if there are any important news, and just say something from time to time to not be just a phantom in there.
But this time was different. I'm really extroverted with nearly-everyone, but just if I al least know something about them, but this group really had like 8 people I knew nothing of, so I just ignored. I really thought that someone would say something like: "But isn't him with his father now? He won't be able to come." And that was all. But nope.
I'm a bit awkward in some things, and one of those is that I HATE having people telling me what to do or just having to follow some rules in order to be ok with people. I'm more like the kind of person that will always be there, but you'll first have to knock in the door, as it is really difficult for me to go out. Is not that I don't want, it is just that my personality is that way, you know. For me, it is really unnatural to start a conversation with just a "Good morning" and nothing to say apart from that. I think that's just useless, completely useless, and I really get on my nerves while having a "hello-hello-how are you?-Great and you?-Fine as well, thanks" or kind of that.
So as I said before, after having been in that group like for... A week? No one said that. All my other friends already knew it, but this kind of "main group of friends" really had no idea.
It was just so wow. I mean, This group has like 2 or 3 years, and for a teenager that's kind of a lot, and yet no one remembered it, or was just waiting for me to say it.
In fact, I said nothing not because I wanted to wait for them to say it, but just because I barely read Whatsapp, is not like I say "let's not read whatsapp!"- With an evil smile. Is just that I don't know, is it really that strange?
Anyway, today, my closest friend from that group said something like "you're going to say that you're with your father, and therefore not able to come, are you?" With this type of almost coercing tone, and I was just like "but what do you want me to say, isn't it clear, you know?" And so.
So at this very moment, they must be at the beach. I just keep on studying Greek subject, and up to now I haven't said anything in that group. Not because I don't want to, is more like I don't feel like doing it.
From the start, that group of friends is really strange, as it mingles very different types of people. We are 6 girls and 4 boys. From that 6 girls, they've got also a separate group just for them six, so they must seem really unite, but the truth is that there are 2 best friends (Tere and Maria, from who Tere is kind of the leader of the group, always organizing things, and Maria is more the "average girl", but a really funny person as well), one lovely girl who is also near friend of them two (Marina), another little but cute anyway girl who is extremely pessimistic and always talking about bad things and the other 9 in the group trying to reassure her somehow (Marta), but even so she's not very in touch with the first 2 best friend pair and talks more with the lovely girl. Another girl is more like of clumsy, I don't mean she's always falling down but she's just a bit... Limited? In a good way, it's a really nice person, and really really cute (Teresa), and the last of them is Paula, who has gotten lately into some discussions with them and is the more "different" person, I think, she loves american series and heavy and rock music, whilst the others are more kind of pop-lovers.
This differences in music styles really make a huge difference between them. Tere loves Maroon 5, Maria loves Taylor Swift, I don't know what does Marina likes nor what does Teresa but Marta adores Imagine Dragons, and Paula loves Red Hot Chili Peppers, Metallica, Nirvana, etc.
So from the boys, we are on one side Ale and me, continuing with the music description Ale loves Lady Gaga and I just love a lot of japaneses music, being Mami Kawada my favourite singer (It's really common that you don't know her, no one knows her. Someday I'll make a post talking about her, I promise) and I also like Paramore, not enough for being a parawhore but well. On the other side, there are Puti and Molu, both are called the same real name, Pablo, but casually both had gotten nicknames, and about them I don't really know much, sorry.
Basically, this group is some kind of a fruit salad, it's delicious when you have all the ingredients, but if not, you must put together ingredients who get on well. You cannot mix just some rice with some carrot, but if you add a bit of lettuce and some omelet, ham, green peas, and a bit of soy sauce, you'll have a really nice recipe for an delicious rice. But just mixing omelet with soy sauce will not taste well.
Out of that example, I would be the lest-fitting in ingredient, as my personality and hobbies (anime, visual novels and a bit of gaming) is not shared with anyone of them.
That has made me have a bit of an out-of-place feeling, but well, I'll have to live with it.
I think that after this birthday party I'll have a bit of an argument with the whole group, but well, it's not really the first time so I'll try to apologize and make things go smooth.
Have I done well? Haven't I? This post has been far too long? Enough? Short?
See you!
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